It's so stessing
It's so torturing
It's so unbearable

For how many years had passed?
For how much time i've taken?
For how long it gona be?
For how am i going overcome this?

HOW?

It's so torturing...
Almost everyday, i'll at least cried once.
Crying has become a normal rountine during this period.
i'll always feel sleepy after crying
Head so bloated, eyes so swollen
but its help
For awhile only...
Everyday, i'll tell myself the same thing over and over again
but still, useless in the end
I've run out of motivation
nobody can help me
i can't help myself too

i give up...